Since you died on July 31, 2003 my life has changed a lot.
I lost forever that day the sense that someone (you) always had my back. That now makes me unsure of my choices in life, lest I screw something up.
No longer boldly going into unknown frontiers suits me now, just as attacking each one I encountered suited my younger self. Now I must admit my hard charging choices before your death were not great either but at least I advanced unafraid of consequences. Despite my best efforts to produce a grandchild you could love, none of my three wives turned out to be breeders. Despite my professional efforts from 1963 through 2004, I filed bankruptcy.
So in summary, your only child loves you and misses you more than ever. Please forgive me for falling short.
Life is sweet, until it is not.
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